ARRANGEMENTS OF THE INNER SELF
Jonathan Aprea
I have drifted from
my audience
of loved ones to where
I now live, in a quadrant
of the ocean.
They are discoverable
in the evaporated water
I drink, their faces
are but for a moment
at this distance in
cloud billows. The plastics
I have found:
the delicate bag,
the detergent bottle
formerly beautiful
inside with fragrant,
thick fluid. I suspend
these things with string
to speak when there
are storms, so that the dead
might speak. Unanswerable
darkness when I look
down. A voice dividing
from my skin like
fog. Rarely am I able
to shed tears, although
it sheds tears.
Jonathan Aprea lives in New York. His chapbook Dyson Poems (Monster House Press, 2018) is available here.