HERE IS WHAT I MISS ABOUT NY
Leah Clancy
tamarind paste, lox and
cream cheese, yellow curry, orange rinds in the street
sneaky people, homeless
chess pieces and disembodied steering wheels
a man in a bathrobe
selling saucepans full of taco meat
giant chia seed juice
cleanses, mega christian brain wave clinics
uptown ladies paying
someone to snake their drains
a little polish
restaurant that literally never closes until it looks open
because someone else
bought it and it sucks
the parks where everyone
that has ever been will ever be
stop and frisk, stop
and drop, you will never forget
your first time
if you see something say
something but fuck the police
candy bar bodega queens,
ice cream shelters and mini me waffle trucks
totally respectable
crackheads you know and love
graffiti people making
waves in all the new ways,
the revolution will not
be televised, only live-streamed
snapple, pepsi, sins
against god, mac n cheese
and mountain do you know
what that even means
that bombs away, bottoms
up, lamb and goat shanks
the son of god, the
messiah, here he is, pooping in the street
we’re kissing our dogs on
the mouth, we’re sitting with dogs on the stoop
outside but inside the heat of the summer, inside
the pizzeria
we’re bleeding onto
ourselves, we’re bleeding out our feelings
we’re feeding into this
meat market
of expensive real estate
featuring underage tricks and treats
grocery store box
packers, meat movers, fruit shakers
baby bread hellraisers,
bagel blazing tastemakers
french fries that cost
you five dollars
and a hot dog that’ll
cost you a hug
gum wrapper train lines,
watch-a-mouse-kill-a-mouse kind of guys
long live rat king, tied
at the tails with nothing to tell
but the truth of the
underground sewer people
taste your own name in
spray paint on a wall
wall on a building, roof
on a building, and nothing above
church for the church,
bar for the bar
tree branches scream
across all pieces
of the highly pierced
platonic sky
winos sleeping on the
street, dreaming of the prettiest minerals
fountains as pools and
bathtubs, hydrants as high chairs
park benches as court and
here is the jury:
humans rival pigeons,
babies rival dogs, toddlers rival street performers
street gangs rival street
gangs, shuffle board matches defeated and depleting
by hyperpink and shiny
barbie limos
neon handstands mask the
dirty gymnastic undertones
of hardware stores and
laundromats
beautiful braids on the
heads of everyone,
let ‘em run nuh-nun
nuh-nun nuh-nun alongside the A the C the E
because the doors are now
closing
please watch your step,
the next stop will be
waves of broccoli trees,
celery streets
dance battle beatbox
beatings in cemeteries
black and white
basketball photography
biker gangs and papaya
dogs
street awnings as
insurance against leaky garbage air conditioning systems
cellphone minute stands,
two-dollar necklaces, and industrial mixers for sale
domino-slinging elderly
homies chatting it up with maybe a celebrity’s baby
cold beer condensating on
the sweaty necks and heads of everyone
secret rivers and subway
systems
laundromat perfect for
washing dingy armpit dreams
sandwich artists and
scholarly titshows
time square’s tastiest
guys and ladies
showing a chorus line of
cheesecake-snorting yankees
caveman beer barns full
of propaganda specialists
applesauce and sriracha
and salsa
let ‘em run nuh-nun
nuh-nun nuh-nun down the sewer drains
along Avenue A Avenue B Avenue C
arsonist junkies and junk
funky cabaret specialists
reaching new dishes for
high school hellraisers
dinosaur sausage punks
and rich psychos
physically impossible
playground equipment
holding drunk hookers
slurping slushies
buildings unzipping,
writers slinging clove cigs
packed sprinkler fracking
pom-pommed plaid jumpers
lip-ringed belly dancers
pot in the salt shakers
money making itself
redundant, undulating,
philosophers
ticking-clock crosswalks
pigeon-feeding
thought-watchers
and with all these lovely
fucking things
I am no longer there
they were never for me
but, to them all
I send more hugs
than can be imagined
it’s the party at which
I’ll always wish I was